A monster on the verge of eating an adventurer.

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'The Speaker of All Graces,' a Lawful Level 2 Bone Man Fighter

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About

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This is a blog about D&D. I didn’t want to drown my other blog in posts about THAC0 and Megadungeons, and so here we are.

I started playing D&D when I was 12 or 13. A family friend ran a campaign for myself, my brother, and my cousin using his copy of the Rules Cyclopedia. We played a Cleric, a Fighter, and a Rogue, respectively. I can’t recall how long our campaign ran for. I can’t really recall much of anything we did. I do remember fighting a dragon. It was great.

That was a million years ago. I recently got back into D&D. Wizards of the Coast announced D&D 4th Edition, which got one of my friends interested in running a game. This got me back into D&D. Some time later I stumbled upon How to Host a Dungeon on MetaFilter. I think from there I discovered the Random Dungeon Generator Kickstarter project. That led me to Grognardia. Once you discover Grognardia you learn that there is a whole world of D&D you weren’t aware of.

This blog is another drop in the old-school D&D bucket.

Abuse is not a Game

by Ramanan Sivaranjan on January 01, 0001

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I wrote what follows and originally shared it to G+ after reading Mandy Morbid’s acccount of her abusive relationship with Zak. I may revisit this post at some point and write up more of my thoughts. I have a lot. As more time passes I can’t be bothered to spend anymore time on Zak.

I have updated any posts that previously mentioned Zak’s books–there are a lot–so people are aware of my current thoughts about Zak.


Mandy shared a post about her relationship with Zak. What she describes is harrowing and terrible. It’s a brave post. She did a good thing.

I feel bad and stupid. I had seen all her posts on Twitter post breakup where she allude to a lot of the stuff she writes about on her Facebook post. I had assumed it was just your regular messy break up. But honestly that was just the easier assumption to make.

A lot of people I like and respect have tried to convince me to cut ties with Zak over the years. I could see why people disliked him, but I thought he was genuinely good and decent. He cultivated a community of people I liked around him. Everyone was smart and engaging. People produced amazing things collectively. He was fiercely defensive of the people around him. So I in turn would defend him and my friendship with him. It felt like I was being principled.

But sometimes you’re a fucking idiot. That’s just how it goes.

Zak blocked me here on G+ and elsewhere a month ago, to the day. Even then I still felt this camaraderie with him. We might not agree about how to behave online, or who is or isn’t a good person, but we still were part of this whole thing together. But that was stupid too. This scene is bigger than him.

My standing up for Zak likely helped let him get away with a lot of stuff and for that I’m sorry.

I’m 100% here for Mandy.

– Ramanan Sivaranjan, 12 Feb 2018


Be good to one another.

Alice, 9th 7th Level Thief

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